Tonight... I sit and wonder if I'm doing what I should be with my life.
Tonight... my apartment feels very empty.
Tonight... friends of mine are spread out all over the globe.
Tonight... I laughed out loud while watching one of my favorite television programs.
Tonight... the dark of night seems particularly dark.
Tonight... I wish I were somewhere else.
Tonight... each door of my neighbors' apartments that slam closed bothers me.
Tonight... my comfortable bed doesn't hold its usual appeal.
Tonight... I hope to talk to a friend that I haven't spoken to in longer than I'd like.
Tonight... I contemplate how my week will go.
Tonight... I'm both happy and unhappy to be home.
Tonight... I wish my dryer was hooked up so that I could do some laundry.
Tonight... my pajamas feel particulary comfortable.
Tonight... I'm hoping I can stay up later than I have been lately.
Tonight... there's nothing else I want to watch on television, but I still keep it on for the noise.
Tonight... I don't feel like listening to music, and that kind of scares me.
Tonight... my cat is sleeping on the couch, and I can hear him snoring from here.
Tonight... I wish a big strong pair of arms were here to hold me tight.
Tonight, so bright
Tonight...
We'll crucify the insincere tonight
We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight...
~ "Tonight, Tonight" by The Smashing Pumpkins

1 comments:
I am feeling the same way, Jen. I am happy but not happy and I feel unsettled too. *hug*
You and I deserve much better than this. PM me if you wish.
anica
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